The Decayed Reflection (A Verbal Delirium)

from The Imprisoned Words of Fear by Verbal Delirium

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lyrics

Everything was wrong today, everything was grey again
I searched for you in the drawers of my room
I opened up our secret box and all I found was my deepest wounds
I shed my tears for the years we've lost

And I know if I had one last chance I would have done the same mistakes
I would have done it all the same way again

Your sweet embrace: my prison cell
I'm drowning in my tears again
The fear of loneliness: indomitable feeling
Once again, timidity and indignation
I can't find my salvation from the guilt of my conscience
I am trying to break down all these walls
but my hands are bleeding now and with this blood
I am writing down all these words of anger
Please forgive me, fading thought
Frustration for I forgot, I don't remember
...am I in love?

I closed my eyes trying to find your figure but it was lost inside
the words we hide
Time has passed them by
I searched for notes in my diary but there was only faded forms
of unknown tongue that I still don't understand

And I know if I had one last chance I would have done the same mistakes
I would have done it all the same way again

The absence of (your) memory: my conviction
Killing my self-reputation
I struggle to recollect these leftovers of my decayed reflection
Dead end destination. Cruel dereliction. Isolation
Dive in my tears of pool again. I know I have already failed
to learn just how to feel, to love, to hate
I don't remember who I was or who I am or who I will be
Please forgive me, please believe me, please don't leave me
Save me. Everything's grey again.

I crawled on the floοr up to my door
A frozen sunbeam on my face reminded me
of colorful sunset we once both lived

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from The Imprisoned Words of Fear, released October 7, 2016

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